Self Esteem has spoken out against the fatphobic comments she saw online in response to her appearance on The Late Late Show With James Corden.
The singer-songwriter (real name Rebecca Lucy Taylor) made her US TV debut on the chat show this Monday (January 9), performing ‘I Do This All The Time’ from her Mercury-nominated second album ‘Prioritise Pleasure’.
Taking to Twitter after the episode aired and the performance was shared online, Taylor said that she’d seen some negative comments in regards to her body.
“American people are calling me fat on the internet,” Self Esteem began a thread of tweets. “Which is whatever but I really do feel like itâs a time warp here [in the US] in terms of cultural societal expectations of femininity.
“Iâve struggled with disordered eating my whole life and I cba to feel shite anymore about a body that is currently working perfectly well.”
She continued: “I am no less talented or excellent because Iâm heavier than a Hadid etc. I may gain or lose weight but jfc I dream of a day where it isnât a talking point.
“The thing is, itâs not hard to get really thin. It just makes life something a lot less lovely. My inner wiring certainly sees my reflection as something that needs âsortingâ but then I remember the lovely vs less lovely toss up and get on with my day.”
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American people are calling me fat on the internet. Which is whatever but I really do feel like itâs a time warp here in terms of cultural societal expectations of femininity. Iâve struggled with disordered eating my whole life and I cba to feel shite anymore about a body that is
— Rebecca Lucy Taylor (@SELFESTEEM___) January 10, 2023
The thing is, itâs not hard to get really thin. It just makes life something a lot less lovely. My inner wiring certainly sees my reflection as something that needs âsortingâ but then I remember the lovely vs less lovely toss up and get on with my day.
— Rebecca Lucy Taylor (@SELFESTEEM___) January 10, 2023
During a previous conversation with Womenâs Health UK (via Metro), Taylor opened up about how she had “struggled with disordered eating” in the past, “as have most of the women that I know”.
“It was a depressing reality that in my old band [Slow Club] the skinnier I was, the more opportunities weâd get,” she added.
“With Self Esteem, I have full creative control, and itâs been important to me to celebrate my body: itâs not plus size; itâs not small; it may go up or down a stone. Itâs a healthy size 14 and, for some reason, that feels radical.”
Speaking to NME for a Big Read cover interview in 2021, Taylor explained how her latest studio album delved into her experience of embracing “true self-acceptance and self-love”.
“Itâs the answer to everything, but itâs still something that youâre meant to not do,” she continued.
“I go down this road a lot, and I get quite upset. But then I think, no â just keep in my little part of the world, my group, accepting myself, loving myself, and then make my little silly songs and do my little silly dances. And if someone can learn from that and pass it forward, at least Iâm doing something?”
Self Esteem recreated Britney Spears’ 1999 Rolling Stone cover for the interview in question, and explained how she wanted to present a “realistic” version of the iconic image.
“My idea was, recreate it, but whatâs realistic is Iâve got a sandwich next to me with a reduced sticker on it, Kermit, and I donât look like Britney Spears,â Taylor explained.
“I want to show, really authentically, what I look like in bed. The reality is that women donât look like that in bed.”
Meanwhile, Self Esteem has announced a trio of North American live shows for this April.
She’ll embark on a UK and Ireland headline tour next month â you can find any remaining tickets here.
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